Part of me likes the nondescript, generalized rendition of the 'details' in my paintings: the 'placeholder' brushstrokes used to indicate hair, or accessories, or clothing which I start out with and paint over with more and more accuracy as I go on. Another part of me feels impelled to continually add more realism each time I sit back down to paint more.
The need to show this increased detail may come from somewhat of a lack of confidence on my part, as well as a need to see if I can render certain parts more realistically so that I will not be judged as someone less skilled than I might otherwise be assessed. I'm generally less comfortable showing my 'looser' work without explanation - - that it's somehow intentional, and that while I am capable of painting more realistically, ["better" ?] I just happen to prefer this particular work the way I have it ["unskilled" ?]. I hope that will go away in time, both the lack of confidence, and the fear of simplicity.
Above are details of a recent painting (which I showed in a sepia version in the last post). I'm not done with the jewelry, I have much more to do. See the sepia version for a general sense of how it looked before.
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You're too hard on yourself, but as an artist myself, I do the same. This is great!
Not sure I will ever be able to 'not' be hard on myself. I suppose we all do this in some form. Thank you. :)
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